a wound...

I still think.
Of those moments half lived..
Joyous ,yet painful..

I claim to hate
But sumwhere deep,u still exist
Hauting me,painful memories..

U never knew..how much I loved..
Never see how much u lost

But I cnt-never can..
Give u another chance..
And break me beyond..

U were never worthy of what u got…
I never asked…
For d pain u bestowed..

Your presence still lites…
Yet I hate u more…
Dnt know..wht near..

Why did ever-such a betrayal
So much hurt…
Dat evn tears dnt stream nemore…

Why do I still feel,when u broke …
Me bad,,,why do I still think…
What if…we were us and not u n me…

Those moments I wanna relive…
Time,I wish I could turn
N change,,all dat still pains…

Why cant I let u go…
Why cant u leave me alone…
It pains,it hurts,,,
Let me breath again….